I’m Allowed to be “Unhappy”…

I’m Allowed to be “Unhappy”…

I’m, in general, not a “happy” person. What exactly does that mean? I know varying factors; Personally, I am diagnosed clinically depressed, mild PTSD, over anxious and “crème de la crème”, socially anxious. I tell people about my depression, they suggest...
I Don’t Belong…

I Don’t Belong…

I have, perpetually, lived an existential existence. I don’t belong here. I’m quite certain that I never have, nor will I ever. It’s as I’ve always floated above the ground without the capacity to physically be grounded. I’m constantly...
Uncomfortably Numb

Uncomfortably Numb

Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It’s the fear of failure and the lack of urge to be productive. It’s the want for friends but the fear of socialising. It’s wanting to be alone but the desperate sadness...